I have never considered myself to be especially bold or eloquent. But for some time now, I have been going out to UCI every other week to share the gospel with whomever I may come across. For me this has been just a small effort to be obedient to God’s command to “Go” and proclaim Him… Like with most people, God has placed some unsaved people in my personal life whom I can pray for and be a witness to, and it certainly has been my desire to “shine His light” and seize opportunities to plant seeds upon their hearts. However, in addition to challenging me to be a good “long-term” witness, God has also been prodding my heart to just GO and spread the good news as much as I’m able, to open up my mouth and freely declare what He has done, to spend time with people from all different walks of life who may never again be approached with the gospel message and just to discipline my weak flesh to get into the habit of proclaiming Him.
Apostle Paul has become “all things to all men, so that by all possible means he may save some.” These days I get to ask myself if I am really willing to do this. Am I willing to spend my precious time and effort to pour out myself to people who may never even come to know Christ? For the sake of mere some whose “fruitfulness” I may never come to witness, am I willing to give of myself? Apostle Paul did. Paul spent His entire life as a Christian declaring what God has done… All that he persevered through — sleepless nights, floggings, stoning, imprisonments, etc.– was for the purpose of the elect, that he “may save some.” (2 Tim2:10) God helps me to keep in perspective the reality of His kingdom: “…small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” (Matt 7:14) Am I willing to go through minor discomforts for the sake of these few elect? How great are the examples of surrendered men in the Bible that motivate me to do my small part…
I am very thankful, however, that almost every time I have been on campus, God has allowed me to meet at least one person who is open to hearing the gospel message. I believe that God’s word does not return to Him empty. (Is 55:10, 11) Whatever it is that I have to share from His word, I believe that it will Accomplish Its Purpose. Am I speaking to a person whom God has predestined from eternity past? Then His word WILL serve as a seed that will work inside to draw him a step closer to knowing God. (This is such an encouraging thought to me.) Am I speaking to someone whose heart is hardened and will never confess Him as Lord? Then God’s word may simply serve to harden him more. As for myself who utters God’s message of hope, it repeatedly serves as a reminder of the unmerited grace bestowed upon me! There is also created within me feeling of burden and compassion – an undeserved peek into the heart of the Savior who rules over this fallen world. God’s Word, I am convinced, achieves the purposes of the One who sent it.
There are a couple things that God has brought upon my heart: First of all, it is ALL God. “The LORD opened her heart to respond to Paul’s message” (Acts 16:14) If He doesn’t open up a person’s heart, then no amount of heavenly preaching will open up the eyes of the blind. For this reason my heart is stirred to pray and plead with God for the salvation of the ones I share with. Secondly, although it is ALL God, I am not excused from trying to convince people to believe – not by force but by patient & careful explanation of His Word. In acknowledging God’s sovereignty, I am sometimes tempted to use it as an excuse to “let God do it all.” But for some reason, His Plan is to use the foolish and the unwise things of this world, such as myself, to make both His wrath and mercies known to mankind… “From morning till evening he [Paul] explained and declared to them the kingdom of God and tried to convince them about Jesus from the Law of Moses and from the Prophets. Some were convinced by what he said but others would not believe…” (Acts 28:23,24)
Ultimately, I want to be a faithful witness – random or not, stranger or not. While I have the opportunity go on campus (as my son is in school for a little bit in the mornings), I would like to go there and share – not that it is the only means of sharing the gospel, but it is a way of keeping me active in sharing. (And there are SO many people there, SO near our church!) My prayer is to keep my eyes focused on Christ and be faithful to His leadings.
“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.” (1 Peter 2:9)