This past Sunday five Bereans, including myself, had the opportunity to volunteer at the Village of Hope serving dinner to a small group of poor and homeless. We started out sorting canned foods into distinct food group containers. After about 30-40 minutes of work, we began serving dinner. I expected to be worked like a slave serving hundreds of people when, really, only about 15 people showed up for dinner. We all finished serving after no more than 10 minutes, so we served ourselves some dinner and sat down to eat with them. I spoke with Jeff, who was currently looking for work in the manufacturing industry. We chitchatted briefly about work and what life was like at the Village of Hope, and shortly thereafter he left. Dinner was over within 10-15 minutes. All of us ended up leaving because there wasn’t anything else our supervisors wanted us to do. It seemed like a general, but unspoken consensus among all of us that we thought we could have done more.
Could we have done more? We did all our supervisors asked us to do- but they didn’t ask us to do much. I felt somewhat dissatisfied with how little we did there, but as I was thinking about it, I kept asking myself the same question: “What were you expecting to accomplish there?”
Deep down, I expected big things. I expected lives to be changed. I expected repentance and commitment to Christ. While I don’t think that’s completely wrong, as I want to witness and take part in the expansion of God’s kingdom, there’s something that made my expectations wrong. It was a lack of commitment. This was the first time in about 6 months that I volunteered to help the poor. And I can’t remember how long it’s been since I last committed to pray for their needs. I expected great things for the kingdom, but I did nothing to see that desire through.
So what now? I guess the question I’m asking myself now is: “What can I do?” Our Mercy Ministry is still in the works, and we’ve yet to find a place to invest ourselves in. We’re still growing in our awareness of the needs around us and of how we can care for those needs. I want to commit myself to whatever our Mercy Ministry will do and to pray for its needs as well as for the needs of those we serve. It’s small, I know. But it’s a start. I’m hoping that as I volunteer, more needs and opportunities will arise for our team, and myself, to commit to regularly.
But there’s a problem. I’ve made this commitment before. Before the beginning of every quarter this school year, I told myself I would commit to help serve dinner at the Santa Ana Civic Center once a week. Time and again, I ended up dragging my feet and making excuses. Will this time be any different?
I know I’m not the only one who’s made a resolution for God’s kingdom and failed miserably at keeping it. If you’ve failed before but still desire God’s kingdom to grow, let’s keep at it together. Let’s start with committing ourselves to the needs of our surrounding community through our Mercy Ministry. There are always needs around us, so let’s be aware of them and care for them. Let’s keep each other accountable in our desire to commit more of ourselves to the expansion of God’s kingdom.
Here are some opportunities within our Mercy Ministry that I will try to be more deliberate about and aware of. I hope you’ll work with me to be more aware of opportunities, big and small, to invest in. Let’s push for God’s kingdom together:
1. Canned food drive – the Village of Hope, as well as other organizations, is always accepting donations for canned foods. There’s a box in the Mercy Ministry section of the church office where we take donations for canned goods.
2. Jars for Jesus – the Mercy Ministry is collecting any spare change we might have to help support the Migrant Worker’s Camp in Beijing that our summer missions team helped out with last year.
3. Care Packages for the homeless – these are available at the office, free of charge, to anyone who wants one. It’s a Ziploc bag that’s filled with several useful goodies to give away.
4. Village of Hope – they’re always taking volunteers for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Our Mercy Ministry is trying to set up a sign-up for weekly volunteers.