I forgot how much work it takes to raise a child from infancy. I have been staying up all night since I came back from China so that Esther can get a break from the night feedings. I’m not fully over the jet lag so my sleeping habits are all messed up right now anyways. I’ve already gone through this with three other kids so I thought this would be a lot easier but now I’m remembering how difficult it was for all three of them. But as I look at each one of my kids I would do it a hundred times all over again for each one of my kids if they need it.
Berean is my spiritual child. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. ( I really mean that) But there are other children that are growing on the other side of the ocean. I can’t seem to get them out of my mind…not that I’ve been trying. I have one family but two homes.
Lord…I beseech you…send out more workers into your harvest………….



