This past month brought some unique challenges. Daniel (a guy that I meet with consistently every week to study) has been struggling. He had accepted Christ through Henry and was studying the Bible with Matt. Now he is at the point where there is some doubt that has been bothering him. He was raised in a very strict Communist home, and so it has been hard for him to let go of that system of belief. He has told me about some Communist ideas and how he thinks it is consistent with reality. The challenge to this was trying to refute these claims because I had never studied Marxism before. This also challenged me to examine my own beliefs and worldviews as well, and why it is consistent with reality. I really had to pray to God about this stuff.
There is another guy named Alan who I’ve hung out with a couple of times who I also had the opportunity to share with. He is an actual Communist party member, and so talking to him was interesting because he intensely scrutinizes reliigon. This guy is pretty smart too (he’s very political and knows a lot about global issues), so our conversations have been very engaging.
My conversations with Dan and Alan have been challenging, but also a growing experience for my own understanding of the Christian worldview. Please continue to pray for me and for wisdom on how to tackle opposing worldviews that I will inevitably encounter here.
Things to Keep in Thought
(1)Growth – ongoing sanctification and love for JC.
(2)Purity – in thought and in affections.
(3)Humility – to think of myself as nothing, to have a more serving heart.
(4)Dan & Alan – for them to know the truth and to be saved by the truth
Ni hao, BCC! I can’t believe we are almost at six months since we’ve been in China! Time truly flies… it really just seems like yesterday when I was in shock by the dark clouds of smog outside as our plane landed at the Beijing Int’l Airport, and I got off the airplane with my jaw dropped! Thankfully, he has provided us with semi-clear skies now and added ferocious winds with it! Despite the cold, I honestly can say that Beijing seems like home to me, and as the time quickly passes, I am even more thankful each day to have this chance to be out here and serve him!
This past month has been the most consistent with work and meeting up with students. I am enjoying meeting with Claudia each week to go over a book as well as weekly studying the Bible together. She is asking a lot of good questions and I am encouraged by her desire to know more. She is very close to accepting so please continue to think of her, for him to widely open her heart, and that I would boldly and accurately share with her.
Now that things with our visa situation has settled down, Mike and I have consistently been able to meet together each weekend to study Grudem and have an intentional time to lift up our various concerns together. Our family back home is definitely in our prayers, so please let us know if there are specific concerns! I am more convinced each day that being on my knees and in his Word is truly like the air I breathe. I need to do it because without it, I can not live. I am realizing more the preciousness of my daily time with him, and I am so grateful for his Word and being allowed to commune with him, which is life itself.
I have been singing the song below in my heart this past week. I hope that everyone is truly falling in love with C as we reflect on the coming Christmas season! Zai jian!
‘He is the air I breathe”
He is the air I breathe, He is the air I breathe
Your holy presence, living in Me.
Chorus: I—- I’m desperate for you.
I—- I’m lost without you.
*People/things to keep in mind:
Claudia- that our study together would mold her heart; for her heart to be convicted of her need for JC. That she would in return come to repentance and accept him as her Lord and Savior.
Stella- that her interest to know the Bible more would grow and would be eager to study and speak of eternal matters.
Family- assurance of salvation for Dad, Mom, Sister and Brother in law. Mom’s health; and sister’s health as she is having a baby very soon!
Our team of two- that we would continually lift one another up, keeping each other accountable in love.
Personal health- that my stomach and overall health will improve despite the cold season, and that I would learn to trust in him no matter how my health ends up.